..and that's all she wrote

…a damp pillow and only four hours of sleep later.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Shit, let’s do this #YOLO

*cries*

I’m too confuzzled. I let infatuation with someone I have no emotional connection with get in the way of someone I may actual love or have to potential to love.

I want to huddle up in a little corner and cry (and wait for him to come and make the sadness all go away).

My boss is now hiring people according to how compatible she thinks I’ll be with him (romantically).

Do you see my problem?

I may be broke, but I’m willing to spend money on healthy food.

At work, everybody claims that I’m the most normal person there.

I always beg to differ, but they insist. I have two of my managers added on facebook and they also claim I’m normal.

But really, I’m not.

Nothing like getting a second-degree burn. It was super busy at work and we ran out of chips, so my manager asked me to make more. When I finished, I had to clean the deep fryer and my hand got a little too close to the oil. Yeahh, it kinda dipped in.

I know, I’m stupid. But accidents happen, right? meh, it’s not that bad now like it was earlier. I nearly started crying.

On a lighter note, I got two free cupcakes today from Craves. One from a friend that stopped by to visit and one from one of the workers there. Ugh, so much for a “change of lifestyle”.

This has been an update on my pathetic life.

Sometimes I wonder….

Once we all get what we want, as in once everyone gets the justice they deserve, what else will there be for us to live for?

I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m really close with my parents, but I don’t think they understand how much I’ve grown as a person. People always wonder why I doubt myself all the time and honestly, it’s because I feel like whatever I do, I know I’ll never make them happy. And I KNOW that it’s my life and only I can say what happens in it and all that shit, but I derive a lot of my motivation from them surprisingly. I want to do everything they never did. I want to prove them wrong and say that I can succeed in the field of my choice. I don’t want to live forever, especially not in someone else’s life. I want to be me, Eliza Posada. Thank you mom and dad for all that you’ve done for me and for putting up with me, but I think it’s time you let go and let me live up to my goals and what had been set forth for me.

Today is going to be an interesting day.

Like, really interesting….

I just want to cuddle on the sofa with my nonexistent boyfriend and watch reruns of Doctor Who and eat pancakes. Then when we finish watching, we’ll dim all the lights, turn on some house music, and dance all night like there’s no tomorrow. Then when we get tired and fall back on the sofa, we’ll laugh at how ridiculous we are and then fall asleep in each other’s arms because we’re just happy.

We don’t need to be madly in love…. Just happy

Me: I usually just agree with what the old folks say to avoid argument.
Some guy: I don't, because they'll start to believe that they're always right.

That awkward moment when my nonexistent love life becomes the trending topic at my job.

Sighhh

#yoquierounnovioahorra